It always seems like

I'M the one to make the effort.

Although in saying this,
I'm sure a lot of people feel similar.

I guess its always up to the person who has the balls,
the motivation,
the DRIVE to actually make the effort.

To put up with it all...




.. But lately it just feels like I could walk through walls,
and nobody would pass much attention.

They'd probably just be like

"oh theres Clodagh. Walkin' through walls. Grand. So yeah, OMG. I TOTALLY said to Mable, I said..."


Of course I'm paraphrasing here!








2 days to The Leaving Cert.

I don't even want to talk about..
thats how bad it is! ha





Its also my birthday today.
Happy 18th to me!


What a crappy date for a birthday !

Also got my laptop broken lastnight by one of my mates spilling a pint all over it.
Which was a great early birthday present,
really.

Oh well.




I'm extremely hungry..
and slightly excited about my birthday dinner tonight!
So I'm going to go and polish up..
chain smoke..
the usual things I do before I go out really !









_Clodagh out _